During the course of the day I will get sudden bouts of homesickness and urges to cry. ): At times it seems slightly better, then it crashes down again. And I really can't sleep properly. I keep waking up and I dread the thought of going to school. NOOOOO

Sigh, need to get used to it ASAP.

I know it's been a while. But I'm crying as I type this, so bear with me. I can't stop thinking of my parents already being off Australian soil. Flying back to Singapore now. I wanna be them in that plane. I don't care that the seats are uncomfortable cos it's gotta be a million times better than how I'm feeling right now. The worst thing is, they haven't touched down to Singapore yet so I can't talk to them until tomorrow. And then during the week I will have so few opportunities to talk to them cos of the time difference and their work hours, etc. I miss them so much. I hate this. I really do.

Please, God, help me. It's just so hard. I'm truly alone now.

GRAH. I need to go out and walk or something. Run around? JUMP. Desperately wanna play a game of football like we had during PE lessons. Those were always such fun and I got a good workout just zipping up and down the length of the hockey pitch. (:

At least I've already made a date with Dawn to go for my last CCA Fair next Saturday. (: Wonder if I can wear other stuff besides the CO tee and all. Allowed, right? Right?! Which reminds me, I really want a Cello/Bass tee! COME ON, Juniors, :D design one and make it quick. I wanna bring one along with me. :D I can sleep in it or something and always remember the good times.

New Year! Have to say, lots of things are going to be new to me this year. Not least an entire country. =/ And O level results! I am queasy just thinking about going to collect it! Really really scared. ):

Having fun... watching Westlife's Bop Bop Baby video. Seriously, that opening of the video is one of their most classic! So 1990s. :D And I love the medieval lords and duelling theme. Seeing them in those costumes has gotta be the highlight. Yum! :D

Just a final thought: No matter how 2009 has treated you and the manner with which you decided to live it, look forward to improving yourself in 2010! Happy New Year everyone! (: