(to anyone who reads) I realised I haven't updated it for quite a while! Shall tell you guys what's been going on since my emo period. Hmm... let's start with school.

School: It's getting busier day by day. Still not too bad yet, haha, and I'm really not looking forward to 'bad', ya know? Classes are alright. I have Chemistry, Physics, English, Psychology, and further maths (which is actually the easiest one, so don't be fooled by the name, haha!). Um, in each class, I have friends! Which is awesome cos I don't like being alone in class. It's boring. I only like being alone when I feel emo, or have a lot on my mind, or right before I sleep.

Friends: Let's see... I feel better knowing more and more people and am getting to know my current friends better. The first few people I know would be... Christopher and Sundeep from Physics. Then Chris's brother, Andrew. Then Benson. Then Eileen. Then uh, Desmond, Gabriel, Ives, Alison, etc etc. Nice people. (:

Hostel: Sometimes the food is good, and sometimes it's bad. ): And breakfast is standard. Cereal/bread/both + juice, if you want it. Hostel life gets better once you know people here and you have friends. Bonding is really important, I feel. (:

Eh. Internet coverage sucks here though. Like they don't have the unlimited downloads kind of thing like back in Singapore. I miss that a lot. And I miss my family and friends back home loads too. )): Wish I could go for sectionals and orchestra practice somemore. I know right! I can't believe I said that. Haha, and getting to bully Lee another day would be fun too. :D

T.A.D. = till another day

XJ

During the course of the day I will get sudden bouts of homesickness and urges to cry. ): At times it seems slightly better, then it crashes down again. And I really can't sleep properly. I keep waking up and I dread the thought of going to school. NOOOOO

Sigh, need to get used to it ASAP.

I know it's been a while. But I'm crying as I type this, so bear with me. I can't stop thinking of my parents already being off Australian soil. Flying back to Singapore now. I wanna be them in that plane. I don't care that the seats are uncomfortable cos it's gotta be a million times better than how I'm feeling right now. The worst thing is, they haven't touched down to Singapore yet so I can't talk to them until tomorrow. And then during the week I will have so few opportunities to talk to them cos of the time difference and their work hours, etc. I miss them so much. I hate this. I really do.

Please, God, help me. It's just so hard. I'm truly alone now.

GRAH. I need to go out and walk or something. Run around? JUMP. Desperately wanna play a game of football like we had during PE lessons. Those were always such fun and I got a good workout just zipping up and down the length of the hockey pitch. (:

At least I've already made a date with Dawn to go for my last CCA Fair next Saturday. (: Wonder if I can wear other stuff besides the CO tee and all. Allowed, right? Right?! Which reminds me, I really want a Cello/Bass tee! COME ON, Juniors, :D design one and make it quick. I wanna bring one along with me. :D I can sleep in it or something and always remember the good times.

New Year! Have to say, lots of things are going to be new to me this year. Not least an entire country. =/ And O level results! I am queasy just thinking about going to collect it! Really really scared. ):

Having fun... watching Westlife's Bop Bop Baby video. Seriously, that opening of the video is one of their most classic! So 1990s. :D And I love the medieval lords and duelling theme. Seeing them in those costumes has gotta be the highlight. Yum! :D

Just a final thought: No matter how 2009 has treated you and the manner with which you decided to live it, look forward to improving yourself in 2010! Happy New Year everyone! (:

I wonder when our results are coming out. Starting to get worried about what they will be like now. =/ So unnerving.

I have to start packing soon. I have two HUGE suitcases (so far) and hopefully that will be all the space I need. One'll be filled with miscellaneous stuff like electrical appliances, hangers, etc etc. and another with my clothes, shoes, bags... Gee I really wish I could just airlift my room over or something.

Bright side: CHRISTMAS. :D I love it every year, spending it with family and my closer relatives is something I hope I can do every year. And maybe a party or two with friends when I'm older! (:

Anyway, mainly got stuff for my move over to Melbourne as Christmas presents. Haha! :D One of my aunts got me a Chinese movie (said I might miss Chinese stuff over there), haha! Also got a camera, a laptop, warmer jackets, jeans, and a keychain (?).

Stuffed myself with ham and turkey and loads of mashed potato on Christmas eve and the bad part is, I'm too lazy to work it off! Argh!

Watched The Princess and the Frog yesterday with my siblings and my aunt. SUCH a sweet movie. So much froggy love, I cried!

There was also a lot of shadowy evil which made me wanna shine my torchlight and incinerate those cackling shadows. Except, um, I was too busy cowering in my seat.

:S I can't believe I cowered from animated shadows. How lame is that?!

Anyway, like all the Disney princess movies, true love wins in the end. It beats everything; crazy woman-turning, voice-stealing octopuses (Ursula), magic-power-hungry advisers (Jafar), poisoned-apple-giving evil stepmothers (crazy mirror-mad witch in Snow White), kingdom-hungry stepmothers with two prince-hungry stepsisters (Crazy ugly woman with the piled up grey hair + Drusilla & Anastasia), dragon-turning witches (in Sleeping Beauty), and long unbroken curses like in Beauty and the Beast.

I can't stand how much I love love stories. They're just so... so meant to be! :D Plus I love the singing animals. :D

I think my mum is going overboard with buying all the stuff I need next year. =/ I still have to pack clothes leh! I think I need a whole army to help carry everything man. ARMY.

My Westlife: Where We Are album has been on loop since the day my sister got it for me. :D It's AWESOME. Westlife GOLD, I tell ya. And I feel this renewed sense of urgency to improve my Mandarin! Been singing Chinese songs and watching Chinese shows... GAH, what is happening to me?!

Haha, my mum says this is a good thing cos then I won't lose touch with my roots. So I've made up my mind to borrow Chinese books and read them! To actually open a Chinese book (besides my textbooks), read it, flip those pages and FINISH it will be a great new experience for me. :D Baby books don't count. I remember faking my reading reports in primary school and just reading the synopsis and writing crap. It worked, but it didn't really help me, did it? -glares at C5-

Anyway, gonna go sing more Westlife.